i miss him

i dunno why but i really miss Jason alot.
i realise how fortunate it is to be with someone who understands you,loves you and really just stand by you all the time.
i realise how nice it is to be love by someone so true.
i realise how wonderful Jason is,for someone who is willing to take all my nonsenses for a year and more.
and i realise no matter what kinda decisions i made,he is the one that that i made decisions for.

i know how stupid i can get,how much i hurt him,how much i made him gets irritated and fed up inside and so on.

i know how controlling i can be on his choice of diet to his dressings,how demanding i can be,and how just so nonsensical i can get.

but i know that this stupid fella just came willingly to my world,and protects me from anything that im scare of.

and i really hope that he will call me tonight,anytime,just to tell me that 3 *magic* words.